This is a personal question. It's a it's a weird thing I grew up airport like dirt before. yeah like nothing. Yeah and uh. so when I was 16 I moved out on my own. yeah uh. started started my life and every day my you know my dad was still working. my mom was a drug addict, she overdosed, she died I'm sorry and uh it's probably best Yeah I understand and uh but every day I woke up I said I'm gonna I'm not gonna be like that right? I'm gonna that became your driver I Understand So but now today yeah I have a hundred million dollar appraisal company? Yeah! I Do the appraisals from everybody out there good for you? It's awesome and super successful. Great company, real happy but every single day I Wake up I Still feel like that little poor that's good I hate it. Well okay so then you need to. If you hate it, you need to go deeper. You need to either go into therapy I mean this is real like you got to get the poison out I Just successful company. Successful. Successful. Isn't this successful is this? but I'm happy with my wife I'm happy with my kids. We have a great assembly so are you are you tired by of having the chip on your shoulder? or is it deeper than that? I'm tired of having a chip on my shoulder. Here's what I believe and I could be wrong I believe that you can't do this to your wife or others. This is why I believe in therapy or some other version or some other version if you have a stigma on that, Here's what: I believe I Believe People don't realize by actually saying something out loud and getting the poison out I Believe there's three to four things that are deeply inside of you that you've never said at all that are completely predicated on your mom dynamics that the second they come out of your mouth. whether on an Instagram video to the world because you're like it I'm gonna tear this whole thing down or yep, or by going and sitting with somebody in a private room or however the you or going to a Forest by yourself and screaming it at the top of your lungs I don't care how you do it I Promise you without knowing all the details, there's poison in you that you've never said out loud I'm sure I'm sure what. I'm just saying. this was hard so I could see it. Yeah brother, what there? Nobody's gonna judge you on that like like this is why I Always tell people to put out all their skeletons because that's the jail. There's no amount of money and success you're going to make that's going to fix that. You got to get the poison out and people do it in different ways. I Think some people need to say it to the whole world because even therapy is still kind of in a closed box. You know yourself. But I'm telling you until you say it. there's people. go therapy or for 10 years and never say it until you say it. You gotta say it. Yeah, until the poison comes out of your mouth. it's inside of you and what's scary is just getting it out of your mouth. I've watched so many people win that game, but it's hard. The reason it's still there bro. the reason it's still in there is because it's hard if it's so easy to say it right now. You always think getting successful will make it go away because people think the outside fixes it. It's the inside. Yeah, you gotta get the poison out. Yeah, got it. Thank you. Get the poison out Bro..